It's currently the end of January. Already a month into 2022. As soon as this year started, I was journaling and I came to the conclusion that this year was the year of 'New Beginnings'. My word of the year-growth. Growth in my self love journey, career, relationship with God, and life itself.
I started off with a bang. After much thought, deliberation, manifestation, and prayer, it felt right in my heart to start over completely. Starting with my job. Tomorrow is my second day of training at a new place and it feels, right. I hope that listening to my heart has led me to a place that will help with my growth. Time will tell.
Of course like most others I wrote out my goals for the year. A mistake I've made in the previous years is setting goals that are unattainable and unrealistic. This led to disappointment and heartbreak. Not to say that dreaming big is ever a bad thing, but I've learned to separate my short term and long term goals. Some of my goals for the year are straight-forward and easily attainable. For example, I want to continue working on my mental and physical health. I want to travel more. I also plan to use social media to my advantage and make it more of a priority. I want to use my habit and strange desire to share my life with others in a way that can help with my growth. I have found myself falling in love with youtube again. Ideally I want to create content and videos surrounding the things I am passionate about, like health, fitness, fashion, and my dog (of course).
A few of my goals are in a category in-between long and short term. I would love for them to happen this year, but if it doesn't work out I won't beat myself up about it. Some of these include moving out of Evansville (again and permanantly), and modeling/acting/content creating full time. These goals are going to take a lot more effort to achieve. I have to push myself out of my comfort zone even more and let go of the fear of the unknown. But this is all part of growth. You cannot grow if you don't allow yourself to. Having faith in myself has always been a struggle because of past heartbreak and failure, but I can no longer make excuses for myself. This cannot hold me back forever. I have to trust in God's plan and have faith that he will continue to guide me to where I need to be.
2022. The year of new beginnings. The year of bettering myself. The year of growth.
xoxo, Aspen
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